Late night thinking

My life is in and out, I don't know how to go about. when there's fog in the air with a tiny bit of the slightest doubt. You see im in the popular crowd now and I think I want out.  Just being cool isn't all that's set out. Now they say swearing isn't bad but it's not the start of good. This kids about to go on his mission while thinking he's in the hood. Nothing is real anymore, I'd change it if I could. But in reality I'm a nobody, just a kid who thought he would..